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Name: Chelsea
Birthday: 9/18/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I LOVE STAR WARS AND LORD OF THE RINGS!
I also love going to local shows, and i love many kinds of music. I really enjoy going to Quick To Fall, Kimmy Gibler, If i Die, New York Sleeps, A Message of Bullets, Cut N Run, Necktie Suicide, and many many more shows.
Expertise: being annoying, getting good grades, not memorizing my lines, brushing my teeth, biting my nails, gastroanthropology, and being in lust with Jacob. ^_^
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/6/2005
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| Yeah so bp is well lets just say its interesting enough for me. there is a lot that goes on there involving me, but i dont have anything to do with any of it. like me supposedly getting fired, that story was derived from a very large amount of alcohol consumption by someone that has more athority over me. but that is done and over with and to much of my delight i still have a job. ok so you know me, or so many think and by knowing me.....i cant make any situation comfortable and relaxed. so now when i go to work there are many situations that go on that seem normal unless you think deeper, much deeper, or just look at them from a different angle. i'll show you what i mean......
EXAMPLE #1:
Setting: a man has just put fuel in his car and is coming in to pay for it.....
Clerk(me): Hello sir, do you have gas?
Man: why yes i do....
Now that is one that caught my attention after only a couple weeks working there and i almost laughed when i said it the next time, expecially when i get reactions like "sure do".....ok, maybe its just me.
Example #2:
Setting: a man is going to use a credit card to pay for his "goods" and we just got new swiper things where they have to swipe their own now and they arent sure which way to hold it.
Man: like this, is this right?
Clerk: yeah right there, just like that
Man: did it work?
Clerk: yeah it went through.
So that onemakes me a little uncomfortable but still, it can be funny if you were blind and heard it i guess. i dunno, but this has been long enough for me.
-Chelsea Norman *_^ | | |
| Well i am at jacob's house and i am eating animal crackers. They are better than what i had expected so thats surely a horse of a different color, such as aqua. the only bad thing about these toasted little animals made of bread dough stuff, is that they make me very depressed, almost as bad as when my toast doesnt pop up all the way and i have to try to grab it even though its hot and burns my fingers. well the reason they make me sad is because like about 50...or 53 percent of them are either deformed or cripple.
-Chelsea Norman *_^ | | |
| Ok so i think this is like plajorism, but i am not trying to do that so yeah, i was reading blogs left by some friends of mine on other sites and i read one of Adam's (he is from AMOB) i thought this was beautiful and i think everyone should hear it so i am putting it on here, but dont think i am trying to say i did it at all. It wouold be good for everyone to read it, even if they dont agree......
Love is more than a thought. Love is the sound of her breath as she inhales the best parts of you, and exhales the worst. Love is when the ocean you call her eyes drown you with kind glances through candle flames. Love is to be lucky enough to be blinded by her pearls that she keeps locked behind soft cherry lips. Those lips, the lips that you have earned through hundreds of sick days, thousands of do I look fats, and an uncountable apologies for things that you know you were right about. Love is when her hair smells more sweet then that of the finest flower, the sweetest fruit or the most expensive perfume, and all she uses is cheap shampoo. When you walk your fingers from her glass shoulder across her elbow and land in an interlocking embrace of hands, you will feel more at home then possibly known. Love is a gift; a much coveted gift when living life without it, and much overlooked by those lucky enough to have it. Should you have earned the trust and respect of a woman, you will journey down a path crossing over neck, chest and naval ultimately leading you to the most sacred and most abused part of a woman that drives men to become fools. Once you cover the rest of her body with kisses from top to toe, you have covered the physical realm of all that is beautiful. Real Love, is not something you can explain from the outside of her. Real Love is staying up all night until the sun rises, talking, talking and dreaming together. Making plans for a future you have no idea exists, you can only hope. That hope, the hope of a future, that is love. Fantasy is a part of love. You can fantasize about making love, being in love and truly understanding love, but you will know the reality of love when you find yourself excited to wake up the next morning just because you can’t see her with your eyes closed. Love isn’t a game. Love is Life. Life is Love. She is graceful. Whatever she may be doing, she makes it look good. Have you ever seen a heart? Not an artificial candy heart like the kind you get her on February 14th, a real heart. It isn’t symmetrical, it isn’t pretty, but it is the device she uses to pump blood to every part of her body, the body that she cares only for your opinion on. No one else matters. When it is you and her alone in the dark, no one else matters. Love is knowing she knows you. She knows more about you then your parents, grandparents, brothers or sisters. If I you can honestly say you have never met someone in your lifetime that has a more clean, more pure soul, and you can swear you are being truthful, then you might be in love. Love. Be thankful of love. Treat love as if it is the most precious crystal, gold coin, precious piece of art, precious piece of music or your favorite movie. Don’t deny love and love won’t deny you. If I can say one more thing about love it’s this, If you find love, true love, do not take it, and do not take her for granted. Keep on thinking, keep on dreaming, keep on feeling, keep on singing and dancing, keep on loving.
-Adam
Yup so i told you it was cool and i almost cried when i read it and it made me very happy inside to read it also. but yeah, thats it for now.
-Chelsea Norman *_^
P.S. Jacob you mean more to me than you will ever know. | | |
| Well hello to all my true followers that would actually read this after 3 months of no word or letters from me. it is true that i have returned from my long long journey to the "under belly" as some would call it. But i am back and i bring much love to all my peeps out there. I am not honestly reading that book up top, but i should be.I work and i never get sick of pressing the buttons on that lil cash register. it is truly precious to me and i think that we will have fun late nights together at BP. Prom was way different than what i thought it would be, Grand March was actually fun, cuz i made people scream really loud for us. um the dance was ..........nice. BILLY RAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really really care about how people see me. and i know that i shouldnt but honestly i am constantly worrying about how i seem to others. There are certain things that i dont feel comfortable saying to any of my closest friends and there are feelings that i am dying to get out, but cant because i dont want people to distant themselves or ruin what closeness i have with these people. I hate being so unsure of nearly everything in my life. I dont feel secure and i am not reassured that everything will turn out or be great one day. I hate Biology and i hate frogs......
-Chelsea Norman *_^
P.S. You dont know true fear untill you work the closing shift at BP...........
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| Yeah so i Love this song a lot so read it biatches!
"Save Tonight"
Go on and close the curtains
All we need is candlelight
You and me and a bottle of wine
Going to hold you tonight
We know I'm going away
How I wish....wish it weren't so
Take this wine & drink with me
Let's delay our misery
Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone
There's a log on the fire
And it burns like me for you
Tomorrow comes with one desire
To take me away....it's true
It ain't easy to say goodbye
Darling please don't start cry
'Cause girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone
Tomorrow comes to take me away
I wish that I......that I could stay
Girl you know I've got to go
Lord I wish it wasn't so
Save tonight
And fight the break of dawn
Come tomorrow
Tomorrow I'll be gone....
Yeah so i am at my sister's townhouse here up in Fargo and yeah. I miss Jacob Lofgren oodles and oodles, but i talked to him so its all good. i really am not looking forward to go to Spanish Class on Monday because of those presentations. but yeah so i made a list of songs that i want and it is gunna take like at least four cd's....oh well. I wish that crayons tasted as good as they smell, but hey, you cant have everyone eating them. I was very bored today, but ooooooooop. My sister's friend named Steve called her when we were at the mall and he is gunna stay here tongiht because his mother has cancer and he is in town and needs a place to stay tonight. He is probably the strangest individual that i have ever met. he brought his cow costume with and was dressed up in it. He is really funny though and so it should be interesting. Well i have to go and watch party monster now....I RENTED IT!!!!! and so i will talk to you peeps later.
-Chelsea Norman *_^
P.S. everyone should listen to that song above!
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